Dear Ricky, Many of us here on flowerchat have lost our mothers and our fathers. Their passing on to eternal life is not easy for us. But we must rejoice in the fact that they are with their Lord and Savior. Our bodies are just a temporary home for our spirit,and when that home fails and becomes unrepairable, our spirits must move on. Please go to the bookstore and buy a book called "Embraced by the Light" ,It gave me hope that we indeed shall meet again on the other side. Prayers are for you,to find the strength to continue on your path in this life.May you find peace in your heart knowing that you took such wonderful care of your mother in this life.God will show you the way.....have faith.