Sorry to hear that Kathleen. My son battled cancer for 5 1/2 years... I can relateI believe that sometimes drug therapy is necessary...My son battled cancer for 10 years...there were times that I needed a pill to reduce panic attacks ...allow me to sleep...and stop me from beating up the doctors...sometimes you need to let something..help you along. I do however joke about taking drugs during holiday season...when customers just are sooooo confusing...my thoughts on drugs......